Bang!
Explosions in my head that just won’t quit.
A train has crashed into the wall around my heart.
And left me the old me dead, obliterated.
Stop!
My breathing in the night when you’re not there.
The silence ringing through my ears,
And all I want to do is hear your voice.
But you’re not there.

Drawn together,
Pain has rushed through
Sleight of hand we,
We won’t go up in smoke.
Fates colliding,
Love undying.

Like the rising tide
Beating hearts grow but never die.
To simplify, I’ll stand by your side,
Close my eyes, hope will never die.

Boom!
Take away the pain of being me.
Soothe my soul, caress my heart and end my fear, all my bad memories,
Eradicated.
Bang!
Like gunshots heard against the silent night,
My love is stronger than these words; they’re stronger than the rest.
Unstoppable, unstoppable!

Drawn together,
Painter’s brushstroke,
Slight of hand we,
We won’t go up in smoke.
Fates colliding,
Love undying.

Oh, don't come following your fantasy,

Cause you might be surprised, she'll run right back inside.

Ya regresé, a este mundo de locos
A la tierra que un día yo quise dejar pero nunca olvidé.
El pantano del hambre, la miseria enjaulada.
La mentira que al fin aprendió a caminar por las calles del odio.

Y por eso volví del silencio mas puro a este ring de boxeo
Porque sólo al luchar sobrevive mi alma a su eterna condena
Porque un día lloré cuando supe cual es mi papel en la historia
¡Si me toca morir quiero que sea así el paraiso soñado!

...Y sólo verás energia flotando en un mar de luz que me invita a nadar...

Me quedan los sueños que nunca soñé
Me queda ese beso que nunca daré
Me quedan las cosas que sólo vos ves y por eso yo canto.
Me queda tatuada en la piel tu canción
Me queda pelear cada día de sol
Me queda el lugar que al final encontré
Donde sólo el que siente me podría ver
Y asi yo volveré.

Y allí sigue el valiente que amasija el ratón
La va polarizado tras un monitor porque "todo lo sabe".
El rincón más seguro de la inseguridad.
Es mejor ser el blanco de un pobre puñal que una inútil espina.

No pienso callar ante nada si todo es el juego de pocos
Que cambian el rumbo con solo apretar algún triste botón.
Ni pienso dejar de nombrar sanguijuelas que buscan la sangre
Para hacer negocios con mi corazón y venderte las sobras.

...Y en la soledad llorara la pureza de todas las cosas que nunca serán...
Y se mueren sin ver la verdad, todavía hay mucho que hablar...

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

Si no hay amor que no haya nada entonces, alma mía

No vas a regatear!

"I feel my face flush. I can't work out whether I'm upset or just embarrassed or angry because I'm embarrassed. I'm just sick of the feeling that I've done something really bad all the time, like I've inflicted weirdness once again on to someone who stupidly mistook me for a normal person. There's a tiny bit of me that knows really that I'm not that weird, that it's a bullshit bitch that people see me this way. But there's a much bigger part of me, which gets harder to ignore every time something like this happens, that tells me they're right. There must be some reason that people don't like me. I must be different, and not in a good way. I must make people feel bad. And that's totally my own fault."

I don't know what to believe in anymore, all this seems so false, so unreal. Sometimes I can't understand why people are so mean and I stand up and think: Is it me the problem? What am I doing wrong? Am I the bad person?. And I don't understand, I can't, even if I go round and round in my mind trying to figure it out... I think I'll never figure it out, I will die not knowing WHY all this is the way it is, with this doubt that's so big, so hard to live with, that eat you from the inside, slowly, and it hurts so much that sometimes I think that I can't deal with this anymore, I think about giving up and finaly die. Is that what you want, ah? You all want me to kill myself, you all want to make me suffer. 
But, I don't think that I'm that important to people, maybe it's all in my mind. I don't know, it's all so unclear, I want to shut my mind for once and be in peace, is this too much that I'm asking for?

You don't know what you've put me through

It's okay, I've forgiven you

But in some way, hope it fucks with you

Hope it fucks with you.

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on