I remember thinking once that love could never die
But love is small and very frail and can't be kept alive
Unless you love the one for whom roars this internal din
The love that devours everything
The love of self burns within

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darlin'
You give love a bad name

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through Hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passions a prison, you can't break free

Oh, you're a loaded gun, yeah
Oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name

You give love, a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a fucking knife!

Look at me.
You can tell,
By the way I move and do my hair,
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, i don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes.
I'm the biggest sin I've got right now.
I made sure I looked how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

My stomach hurts now,
And i'll tie it off in lace.
I pray, beg for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
And I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake,
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm...

Peace will come to me...

I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

¿Porque diré que me escondo, si nadie me quiere ver? 

¿Será que no me preciso y de paso me aviso, para ya no correr?
Me fui pateando las piedras, con ganas de molestar... 

y no encontré ni un segundo, para explicarle al mundo que lo quiero matar... 

y mi cabeza se me enfrenta en una noche de solo pensar..
y la alegría se me escapa y la agonía vuelve a dominar..
el corazón de algún sufrido me acompaña hasta la terminal
y me iré, para no verme más...
Estoy buscando refugio, en manos de una pared
que ni siquiera me escucha y yo, fingiendo mi lucha
engañándome otra vez..
Ya nada aquí me divierte, como solía ocurrir..
voy persiguiendo mi risa, ella se fuga deprisa
burlándose de mi.

I will promise myself I won't care
Distracting myself from your stare
And I've seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for

I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

I won't forget you
I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win

But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

You asked for my heart
You know that I'm down
But not the way you lie to me
And tear it all apart
And beg for me to stay

I've sailed off to sea
I'm not coming back

I won't forget you
I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win

But I'm tired of the lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sound
And you know it makes no sense

Counting down
Till you mess around
And I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling
Thrown overboard
When I'm ready to relive the past

Counting down
Make that sound
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her
I'll breathe

And I'll say she never hurt me
And look at it as learning
And laugh about the good and the bad

Because I will live forever
We don't belong together
I know I'll feel better
One day when I can make it through

We'll talk for hours maybe even days
And then for weeks and months and years
Whatever's left
But I'm not listening 'cause nothing that you'll say
Will ever change
Yea it's all ingrained
And I'm going away

But before I do, I'll say:

You talk like
You need me
And act like
You understood
But I've got no meaning
Yea I am, just another face
And if I am so wrong
I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel
'Cause when you are with her
You're so on that I just wish
I didn't care but I do
I wish I could just never ever feel anything

You think I don't notice but I'm telling you
I do I do I do
But in the end it's always trivial
And I don't speak

So when you think that everything is fine!
It's not it's not 'cause I can never get me out of here
But I don't speak up

None of this is really about you
I'm just making it all up in my head and
You are really nobody special
Even if you were I could care less

I don't really feel a connection
And your passion bores me to death
I'm just so unique and so special
I don't really need anyone but myself!

I remember what you wore in the first day
You came into my life
And I thought "hey, you know this could be something"
Cuz everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

¿Por qué? 

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?

  

Ojalá supiera por qué...

"Porque nunca lo que yo quiero se hace realidad, nunca. Porque mi imaginación siempre
es más grandiosa y más potente y mucho más placentera que la realidad. Ojalá fuera
autista, ojalá viviese adentro de mi mente. Quisiera dormir para siempre."

"¿Cómo puede amar y odiar a una misma persona? Bueno, es fácil responder a
eso. Alejandro fue un estafador: y como todo ladrón, primero te vende el mejor hotel,
con el más paradisíaco paisaje en tu ventana. Lo amas. después llegas a la playa y
encontrás un estanque de agua mugrienta. Lo odias. Así son estas personas. Así era él.
Así sigue siendo. [...]

¿Cómo se puede amar y odiar a alguien al mismo tiempo? Así es mi amor:
atemporal. Por momentos olvido el presente cuando Alejandro es un tipo despreciable y
solo puedo recordar cómo era, cómo me trataba, cómo me quería. Mezclo
personalidades, momentos, tiempos y así mi amor se vuelve atemporal: sin poder
distinguir lo que fue y dejó de ser, de lo que nunca será. "

Cut it out of my mouth

Put my tongue on a pole

Take the air from my lungs

Take the heart from my soul

Seek me,
Call me,
I'll be waiting

This distance,
This dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release,
And the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort,
(Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

'Cause I'm down and YOU'RE KILLING ME.

When I'm alone 

no one hears me cry.

 

You turn me off by the push of a button,
Then you pretend that I don't mean nothing.
I'm not a saint, that's easy to tell,
But guess what, honey, you ain't no angel.

You like to scream these words as a weapon,
Well go ahead, take your best shot, woman.
I wanna leave you, it's easy to see,
But guess what, honey, it's not that easy.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
So rip my pictures from your wall.
Tear them down, burn them all.

Light the fire, walk away.
There's nothing left to say so
Take the ashes from the floor,
Bury them to just make sure

That nothing more is left of me.
Just bittersweet memories.
Memories... ahh... 

I wanna run and escape from your prison,
But when I leave I feel like something is missing.
I'm not afraid, that's easy to tell.
This can't be heaven,
It feels like I'm in hell.

You're like a drug that I can't stop taking.
I want more and I can't stop craving.
I still want you, it's easy to see,
But guess what, honey, you're not that good for me.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
So rip my pictures from your wall.
Tear them down, burn them all.

Light the fire, walk away.
There's nothing left to say so
Take the ashes from the floor,
Bury them to just make sure

That nothing more is left of me,
Just bittersweet memories.
Just bittersweet memories.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
We get so complicated.

Going in circles and rubbing my eyes,
Holding my head deserving so low,
All our lives
at any minute I'd give my breath to you,
On our lives
nothing could make me want to,
to go back to you!

Go back into your heart of regression,
In the waves.
Go back, back into line,
back in the time flies by.

So often burning in your reigns,
finding no way to catch on.
In loving words I 'll walk right by you,
I'll miss you.
It's all because I wasted all the wishes on the valor.
I've been through everyway to lose you,
I'll come back to you.
Go back into your heart of regression,
In the waves.
Go back, back into line,
back in the time flies by.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly

Now I can't let go of this dream

I can't breathe but I feel

Mr. Muscle forcing bursting
Stingy thingy into little me, me, me
But just "ripple" said the cripple
As my jaw dropped to the ground
Smile smile

It's true I always wanted love to be
Hurtful
And it's true I always wanted love to be
Filled with pain
And bruises

Yes, so Cripple-Pig was happy
Screamed " I just compeletely love you!
And there's no rhyme or reason
I'm changing like the seasons
Watch! I'll even cut off my finger
It will grow back like a Starfish!
It will grow back like a Starfish! It will grow back like a Starfish!"

Mr. Muscle, gazing boredly
And he checking time did punch me
And I sighed and bleeded like a windfall
Happy bleedy, happy bruisy

I am very happy
So please hit me
I am very happy
So please hurt me

Siento que siempre es lo mismo
Siento que no hay tiempo para mi
Siento que lo arruino todo
Siento que no puedo ser feliz
Siento que la libertad es por lo único que juego
Siento que se me hace tarde
Siento que me falta el aire.

Voy a desnudar mi luz para liberarme
Si... El cielo va a brillar, alucinado estás
Sin alas, sin miedo, como si fuera el final

Si te vuelvo a encontrar
Te diría tantas cosas
Que no alcanza solo una canción
Sopla el viento una razón
Y llegaras a la respuesta...
Y voy a destapar
La sensación borracha de sentir tanto dolor
Un letargo de un sueño recién soñado.

"Yo creo que el amor, como el deseo, no se puede distinguir de la obsesión, son casi lo mismo. Conozco parejas de novios que juran estar muy bien, pero que cuando rompen siguen sus vidas. ¿Cómo? ¿No se amaban tanto? ¿Cómo pueden seguir viviendo si se amaban tanto? Entonces no se amaban. Decían que se amaban. Mentían. Exageraban porque se lleva, queda bien decir que uno ama a alguien, pero no amaban una mierda. Siguen sus vidas como si hubieran dejado una banda, o un grupo de estudio en la facultad, ¡no como si hubieran dejado al amor de sus vidas! Y esto me da una pauta: hay distintos grados de amor. Yo amo en el Grado Primero, en el más grave, aquel del que no se vuelve. Uno no puede enamorarse y romper y seguir con su vida. Por lo menos yo no puedo. Sí, puede que sea obsesiva, sí, puede que hasta me traten de enferma, pero lo otro no es verdadero amor. No me jodan."

It begins with a dark glowing ember...
Something black burning its way out of me
Searing the flesh
Pain is the only thing I feel, scars all I see...

Oh no the fire's burning my insides again!
What can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left,
You will catch me regretting my decision
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear 

I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

That is how I choose to douse the flames in gasoline 

Broken dreams replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from my past, it haunts me, shakes me to the bone
I know it's over but I can't go home tonight
But after this I feel as empty as the night before
Feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more
Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought
My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it
 

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear  

I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

Calling, calling out
The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self-doubt
Crawling, crawling out
My will to fight will more than suffice when others would lay down

It's only as dark as you make it!

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I miss you and I need you so much BFF :(.

El peor error de mi vida fue conocerte, FORRO.

JAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJ, ahora sé que hay gente más estúpida y enferma que yo :D

Já, asco me das.