You tried to kill me off

Surprised, I remain

A scale tips impossible

Afraid of my own name

And I always paid attention

to all the lines you crossed

Forgive this imperfection

It shows and know

I am the child that lives and cries in a corner, dies in a corner

Alone inside your mind

Intent obsolescence

Built into the system

I tried to shake it off

You can't remove the stain

A scale breaks impossible

Afraid we are the same

And you never paid attention

to all the lines I crossed

Forgive this imperfection

It shows and know

I am the child that lives and cries in a corner, dies in a corner

Alone inside your mind

Por qué mierda no me muero de una puta vez, la concha de la lora.

Hello? Hello?
C-can you hear me?
I can be your china doll
If you like to see me fall.
Boy, you're so dope,
Your love is deadly.
Tell me life is beautiful,
They think that I have it all.
I've nothing without you.
All my dreams and all the lights mean
Nothing without you.
All my dreams and all the lights mean
Nothing if I can't have you.

"Muchas veces se me ha ocurrido pensar, Orfeo, que yo no soy yo, e iba por la calle antojándoseme que los demás no me veían. Y otras veces he fantaseado que no me veían como me veo yo, y que mientras yo creía ir formalmente, con toda compostura, estaba, sin saberlo, haciendo el payaso, y los demás riéndose y burlándose de mí. ¿No te ha ocurrido alguna vez a ti esto, Orfeo? Aunque no, porque tú eres joven todavía y no tienes experiencia de la vida. Y además eres perro."

I just read your letter 
It says that you'll be gone for a while 
Everything was getting better 
I guess I'm just a fool strung out 

What to do 
My life is through 
Just want to kill 
Myself for you 

I wonder 
Just how sympathetic you'll be 
You've come to take me under 
And I've forgotten all about me 
What to do 
My life is through 
Just want to kill 
Myself for you 

So tell me why? 
You say goodbye 
And tell me why 
You're fucking up my whole life? 
Yeah 
Fucking up my whole life? 

So I'm on my way 
I leave today 
If I get away 
It'll be ok 
It'll be ok 

I'm looking out a window 
Into a world that's taken you from me 
And I'm feeling so disgusted 
How pathetic can I possibly be? 

What to do 
My life is through 
Just want to kill 
Myself for you 
So tell me why? 
You say goodbye 
And tell me why 
You're fucking up my whole life? 
Yeah 
Fucking up my whole life? 

So I'm on my way 
I leave today 
If I get away 
It'll be ok 
It'll be ok 

If there's a better place you can take me 
A better life you can give me 
Whatever place I can start all over 
And I will never need what you gave me 
And never need you to save me 
And never feel like this life is over 

So I'm on my way 
I leave today 
If I get away 
It'll be ok 
It'll be ok

Amor se llama el juego en el que un par de ciegos juegan a hacerse daño; y cada vez peor, y cada vez más rotos...

I can't escape the tragedy

that always brings me down

if I could eliminate

those things that make me frown

take all the baggage

that follows me around

and just disintegrate

burn it to the ground.

You keep your distance, 

I can't deny you. 

I got the feeling, can't satisfy you. 

I got your picture on the wall. 

I got the picture long gone. 

You keep your wishes, 

I'll keep my feelings. 

There goes along the one that kept me breathing. 

I'm waiting for you, 

I know your leaving. 

I still adore you. 

You never need me. 

Hold on. 

I've found another way to let you go, away. 

Hold on. 

You've find another way to play my soul, away. 

The things you told me, 

To hear you speak. 

I'm burning slowly, 

I'm growing weak. 

You bring me closer to, yesterday, 

Yesterday's a million miles away. 

Why can't you hear me? 

Why can't I sleep? 

And I don't understand what keeps me breathing. 

I'm waiting for you. 

I know you're leaving, 

I'll still adore you, 

You never need me. 

Hold on. 

You've find another way to bleed my soul, away. 

I dropped my pride, without you I was sure to die.

I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me
Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, deceiving, the beatings; it's over
Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing
Everything to you is nothing
Well you're so filthy
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well I'm so ugly
You're better off without me and I'm better off alone
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, disaster; it's over
As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease

Estaria bueno que me parta un rayo :D

The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me.
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear

Si he resuelto vagar si rumbo en la distancia, hasta que pueda volar a tus brazos y pueda considerarme enteramente en casa contigo y pueda enviar mi alma abrazada por ti al reino del espíritus, infortunadamente así debe ser – tu debes dominarte mas al conocer mi fidelidad a ti, nunca puede otra poseer mi corazón, nunca, nunca – Oh, Dios por qué tener que separarse uno mismo, de lo que uno ama tanto, y así mi vida en Viena como es ahora es una vida miserable - Tu amor me hace el hombre mas feliz y el mas infeliz al mismo tiempo – a mi edad debería tener cierta estable regularidad en mi vida - puede eso existir en nuestra relación? - Ángel, ahora mismo escucho que el correo va todos los días y por lo tanto debo terminar, de modo que tu recibirás la carta inmediatamente – permanece calma, solo a través de la tranquila contemplación de nuestra existencia podremos alcanzar nuestro objetivo de vivir juntos - sé paciente – ámame - hoy – ayer - Que doloroso anhelo de ti de ti – de ti - tu – tu mi amor – mi todo – adiós – oh, continua amándome – nunca juzgues mal el mas fiel corazón de tu amado. 

L

Siempre tuyo

Siempre mía

Siempre nuestro

Un arcoiris se desangra

Veo a la muerte sonreír

Mientras el sueño se mete en mi piel

Me derrumbo

Me estoy yendo a ningún lugar

Solo caigo...

Me estoy yendo a ningún lugar

Solo caigo...

Recostado en las sombras

Quizás por no molestar

Miro al cielo antes de partir

Me derrumbo

Me estoy yendo a ningún lugar

Solo caigo...

Me estoy yendo a ningún lugar

Solo caigo...

I dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath


My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too

Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself,
I'll put my head in a noose


My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,

Dreamin' about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
I'm suicidal,
Suicidal dream.

Maybe, if my heart stops beating,

it wont hurt this much

And never will I have to

answer again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go,

but I can't find the words to tell you

And I don't want to be alone

but now I feel like I don't know you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it, some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic, you're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this, you're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Si desde un principio no muestras quién eres,

nunca podrás después, cuando quisieres.

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

And sometimes I feel so sorry 

I regret this, the hurting of you 

But you make me so unhappy 

I'd take my life and leave love with you

Sería muy bueno
Saber y no pensar
Sería de nuevo
Saber pa´ nunca hablar
Ser un fantasma deambulando por ahí
ir levitando ajeno a todo y no sentir

Pero no puedo
Es más fuerte que yo
Lo veo todo
De rabia sube la presión
Me transformo
Y voy...

Ya no están lejos
Y ahora está en vos el dar
Sobre tu cara
Se te van a colgar
Maldita excusa la que pinta ser quién sos
Y alguien dibuja realidad sólo pa´ vos

No es nada nuevo
Decir "yo paro acá"
Con los de menos
Con los que buscan reventar
¿Y ahora dónde estás?

Es muy difícil soltar sin antes agarrar
Y eso no te hace especial
Qué vas a dar si no se te ocurre levantar
Será romper o callar

Hoy me doy cuenta
La suerte no está aquí
Y los esquiva
Ya se parece a tí
¿Quién nos ahoga y no nos deja respirar?
¿Quién es el guapo? Que se arrime a confesar

Estoy seguro
Que le falta valor
Detrás del muro
Ya casi no queda calor
Me transformo
y voy...

And theres no remedy for memory

Your face is like a melody

It won't leave my head

Your soul is haunting me and telling that everything is fine

But I wish I was dead

Every time I close my eyes

It's like a dark paradise

No one compares to you

I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side

Fuck, I'm useless.

I can't keep suffering anymore, I can't deal with it, I really can't. My heart hurts so much it's killing me ... I wish I was dead.

- I'll love you forever.

- You will?

- Yes. That's the problem.

I fucking knew it.

- You must try to stop loving them.

- Is that possible?

Here's another Sunday morning call
Yer hear yer head-a-banging on the door
Slip your shoes on and then out you crawl
Into a day that couldn't give you more
But what for? 

And in your head do you feel
What you're not supposed to feel
You take what you want
But you won't get it for free
You need more time
'cause your thoughts and words won't last forever more
But I'm not sure if it ever works out right
But it's ok. It's all right. 

When you're lonely and you start to hear
The little voices in your head at night
You will only sniff away the tears
So you can dance until the morning light
At what price?

The cold that burns
The tide that drift away
No more talks about tomorrow

The past is gone and all that was today
I can't forget the cold
That fell January day

Seasons change for the rain has washed away

All the smiles and the tears

What's in between and all one's hopes and fears

I feel that January's cold shall never disappear

Empty sky the bitterness unfolds

It's hard to hold a memory

When there's nothing left to hold

Rain, rain, rain

The desert kills what's left inside

It's hard to live when all you wanna do is die

The book is done

No more pages left to turn

No more letters left to write

Nothings left for whom it may concern

January's cold shall forever live on

I fell in love more than once but every single time it was with you.

If you could envision
The meaning of a tragedy
You might be surprised to hear it's you and me
When it comes down to it
You never made the most of it
So I cried, cried, cried
And now, say goodbye

And I won't be made a fool of...
Don't call this love

When did you decide
That I didn't have enough to buy?
Forgive and forget you a thousand times
For the fire and the sleepless nights

And I won't be made a fool of... 
Don't call this love
Don't call this love
...la la la la la la love

Why did you feel the need to prove that everybody else was right?
No I... won't fight

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

And practice all the things I would say

But she came over

I lost my nerve

I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used

That's okay man cause I like the abuse

I know she's playing with me

That's okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

All this rejection's got me so low

If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can spend

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care

Right? Yeah yeah yeah

Feet don’t fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I’m hoping at the gates,
They’ll tell me that you’re mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine
It's like I told you honey

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough when the road gets tough
I don’t know why
Keep making me laugh
Let’s go get high
The road is long, we carry on
So we should have fun in the meantime

Come take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words, this is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die 

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel 

Quise marcharme de tu vida, y nunca pude,

Quiero arrancarte de la mía, y ya no puedo.

Nopuedosoportarmás.

No entiendo cómo nadie viene y me pega un tiro, no merezco ni tener una relación con mis mascotas, soy la peor mierda del mundo.

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad

She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

A song that no one sings

The unattainable, she's a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat, choke

Torn into pieces

I won't, no!

I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me

Sometimes it last in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Heartbreak is a headache,

Like a toothache or an earthquake.

Spontaneous combustion

Leaves a taste that so disgustin'

And it don't go away too fast

I'm a window made of broken glass

I've never needed anything,

Anything but you

And that's what wrong

That's what I get

For feeling this

Anyway...

Just let me know

All I'll miss

When I'm gone

Just throw it all away... you let me down

Like everybody says... you let me down

Write me off like yesterday... you let me down

Oh, I guess that your not good enough to be with me

Rumors are tumors

Of the sick and mainly useless

When you come to me with these things

It's the shit that I cant deal with.

Still I gave you all of me,

Faithfulness and honesty

Prayed for God to bring you near,

Along with all these tears.

And that's what wrong

That's what I get

For feeling this

Anyway...

Just let me know

All I'll miss

When I'm gone

I'd like to thank you

For lettin' me know I can feel this way

Feel this way

For lettin' me know I can feel