People 

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SHIT

We'll talk for hours maybe even days and then for weeks and months and years whatever's left but I'm not listening 'cause nothing that you'll say will ever change, yeah it's all ingrained and I'm going away but before I do, I'll say:
You talk like you need me and act like you understood but I've got no meaning yeah I am just another face and if I am so wrong, I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel, 'cause when you are with her you're so on that I just wish I didn't care but I do, I wish I could just never ever feel anything. You think I don't notice but I'm telling you I do, I do, I do, but in the end it's always trivial and I don't speak. So when you think that everything is fine! It's not, it's not, 'cause I can never get me out of here but I don't speak up.
None of this is really about you I'm just making it all up in my head and you are really nobody special even if you were I could care less. I don't really feel a connection and your passion bores me to death, I'm just so unique and so special, I don't really need anyone but myself! 

And I'll pretend that I'm still talking to you...

If I can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die-

 

I should have listened to my friends, I should have listened to them when they told me you had 

bad intentions.

No tengo nada que me impulse a seguir.

Ansiando libertad ~

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

No me siento mal, no tengo energía

cómo llegué hasta acá?

no presiento más, no tengo armonía

no percibo si no estás

No comprendo qué me falta todavía

no sé si pueda esperar

sólo me queda una triste melodía

y no la quiero cantar.

No hay dolor que duela más que el dolor del alma

no se aleja así nomás

cosas lo hacen aliviar,

pero no lo calman, a quién querés engañar?
y así son las cosas, así es esta vida

no me quiero conformar

vos tendrás tu forma, yo tengo la mía

solo aprendo a lastimar

Y así no es, así no es

así no es, así no es

y así no es, así no es

así no es, así no es.

No hay dolor que duela más que el dolor del alma

no se aleja así nomás

cosas lo hacen aliviar,

pero no lo calman, a quién querés engañar?
no comprendo qué me falta todavía, no sé si pueda esperar
sólo me queda esta triste melodía

y no la puedo cantar.

Es tan lindo que tu padre te amenace con que te va a pegar ♥

Me quiero ir a la MIEEEEEEEERDA.

Hagas bien o mal lo que te digan siempre tienen una excusa para joderte la vida.

Nos conocimos bailando en un bar
tus piernas volaban,
las sabías llevar,
a mi me gustaba como las movías
y juntos nos fuimos a pernoctar.

Es que me gustas mucho,
me gustas mucho.

Me gusta como te vestís
y como andás,
me gusta tu pelo, tu cuerpo,
me gustaría poderte bañar,
también secarte
y volverte a enjuagar.

Porque me gustas mucho,
me gustas mucho nena,
me gustas mucho,
me gustas mucho nena,
y será que me gustas tanto,
debe ser que, no puedo disimular.

Life's better without "love".

Lights ain't on - shit ain't right
Never had peace so I had to fight
Can you look in my eyes when my back's against
The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me
You're all reality and sound bites
And the freedom is never in plain sight
The feelings, the question, the price is too
Human, for fucking sake - This is...

No kind of life! This is no kind of life!  

I've got to get out!
It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life! 

You can't blame me!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Oh! Yeah!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

I can see how you are beautiful, can you feel my eyes on you,
I'm shy and turn my head away
Working late in diner Citylight, I see that you get home alright
Make sure that you can't see me, hoping you will see me

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana 

I see you in Citylight diner serving all those meals and then
I see reflections of me in your eye, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "I would any day die for you",
I write on paper erased away
Still I sit in diner Citylight, drinking coffee or reading lies
Turn my head and I can see you, could that really be you

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see

I see, can't have you, can't leave you, there 'cause I must sometimes see you
And I don't understand how you can keep me in chains
And every waking hour, I feel you taking power from me and I can't live
Repeating the scenery over again

Sometimes I'm wondering why you look me and you blink your eye
You can't be acting like my Dana?
I see your beautiful smile and I would like to run away from
Reflections of me in your eyes, oh please

Talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you see,

Oh baby, talk to me, show some pity
You touch me in many, many ways
But I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you, I'm shy can't you see

I don't know
I cannot see
Who we are now
How we used to be

Is it you?
Or is it me?
Look in the mirror
We are a fading memory

Where are we?
We got lost
In the cold

I will live again you'll see - Tomorrow's not scaring me
Far away from yesterday - Just take this pain away

Fatal chaos
Hurtful lies
A broken dream
Is all we left behind

I'm about to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break some fucking off
No, it won't be fine
I'm about to break some fucking off

Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I've gone days without food
I've went weeks without sleep
Keeping this in
I've got cuts I can't close
I've got wounds that won't heal
It's all your fault

Baby, I love you, I never want to let you go. The more I think about, the more I want to let you know: that everything you do, is super fucking cute and I can't stand it.

♥

I aalways knew that you'd come back to get me
And you always knew that it wouldn't be easy
To go back to the start to see where it all began
Or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends

You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said I'm nothing without you
(I'm nothing without you)

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, or get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you

You always thought that I left myself open
But you didn't know I was already broken
I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad
But pulling away took everything I had

You tried to lie and say I was everything
I remember when I said I'm nothing without you
(I'm nothing without you)

Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
Let me inside, let me get close to you
Change your mind, or get lost if you want me to
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you
In you

The pain of it all
The rise and the fall
I see it all in you
Now every day
I find myself saying
I want to get lost in you
I'm nothing without you

You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you

I have a feeling you don't have the words ... ♥

 

"The moment I saw you. I knew it’d be the closest I’d get to being … close. I didn’t know what to do with that feeling. Happiness. But they know now, and they’re hungry. Really fucking hungry! Because, for as long as I know they’ve been chasing me. Now they’re ready, now they’re strong enough to break through. And I can’t fight them. I used to be able to when I was strong but … you’ve made me weak, and now I can’t, I can’t!"

They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then
Left me
No use to fly away to
My yesterday
Of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat my instead of them
Pain is my only zen
Of fun

I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by

So hurting here is where I belong singing a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think I even want to try

You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly
Down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without
A frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for
Some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly
Above

I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by

So hurting here is where I belong singing a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think I even want to
Tryyy- tryyyy- tryyyyyy

We, we are in love
and we forever
We not gonna stop
We'll be forever

And all the stars in the sky
And all the flowers in the fields
And all the flower in the earth
Could never take you from my heart

And it's forever, baby it's forever
And it's forever, baby it's forever
And let me run till the end of time
Until our hearts are aligned into the sky
Run till the end of time
Until our hearts are aligned into the sky

We, we are the ones
When we're together
We, we are the young
We live forever

And all the stars in the sky
And all the flowers in the fields
And all the flowers in the earth
Could never take you from my heart
And it's forever, baby it's forever
And it's forever, baby it's forever
And let me run till the end of time
Until our hearts are aligned into the sky
Run till the end of time
Until our hearts are aligned into the sky

Forever ... and ever ♥

I remember thinking once that love could never die
But love is small and very frail and can't be kept alive
Unless you love the one for whom roars this internal din
The love that devours everything
The love of self burns within

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
Darlin'
You give love a bad name

An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through Hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passions a prison, you can't break free

Oh, you're a loaded gun, yeah
Oh, there's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done

Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name

You give love, a bad name

Paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a fucking knife!

Look at me.
You can tell,
By the way I move and do my hair,
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, i don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes.
I'm the biggest sin I've got right now.
I made sure I looked how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
Just look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake.

My stomach hurts now,
And i'll tie it off in lace.
I pray, beg for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
And I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake,
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm a fake.
I'm telling you I'm...

Peace will come to me...

I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

¿Porque diré que me escondo, si nadie me quiere ver? 

¿Será que no me preciso y de paso me aviso, para ya no correr?
Me fui pateando las piedras, con ganas de molestar... 

y no encontré ni un segundo, para explicarle al mundo que lo quiero matar... 

y mi cabeza se me enfrenta en una noche de solo pensar..
y la alegría se me escapa y la agonía vuelve a dominar..
el corazón de algún sufrido me acompaña hasta la terminal
y me iré, para no verme más...
Estoy buscando refugio, en manos de una pared
que ni siquiera me escucha y yo, fingiendo mi lucha
engañándome otra vez..
Ya nada aquí me divierte, como solía ocurrir..
voy persiguiendo mi risa, ella se fuga deprisa
burlándose de mi.

I will promise myself I won't care
Distracting myself from your stare
And I've seen this mistake once before
With your games I will never fall for

I've hung up my guns
I won't kill again

I won't forget you
I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win

But I'm tired of lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

You asked for my heart
You know that I'm down
But not the way you lie to me
And tear it all apart
And beg for me to stay

I've sailed off to sea
I'm not coming back

I won't forget you
I won't forget you
I'm not gonna let you win

But I'm tired of the lying
Tired of fighting you
And it's not gonna change

Counting down
Make that sound
And you know it makes no sense

Counting down
Till you mess around
And I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling
Thrown overboard
When I'm ready to relive the past

Counting down
Make that sound
Break the silence

Pretend it's not forever
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her
I'll breathe

And I'll say she never hurt me
And look at it as learning
And laugh about the good and the bad

Because I will live forever
We don't belong together
I know I'll feel better
One day when I can make it through

We'll talk for hours maybe even days
And then for weeks and months and years
Whatever's left
But I'm not listening 'cause nothing that you'll say
Will ever change
Yea it's all ingrained
And I'm going away

But before I do, I'll say:

You talk like
You need me
And act like
You understood
But I've got no meaning
Yea I am, just another face
And if I am so wrong
I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel
'Cause when you are with her
You're so on that I just wish
I didn't care but I do
I wish I could just never ever feel anything

You think I don't notice but I'm telling you
I do I do I do
But in the end it's always trivial
And I don't speak

So when you think that everything is fine!
It's not it's not 'cause I can never get me out of here
But I don't speak up

None of this is really about you
I'm just making it all up in my head and
You are really nobody special
Even if you were I could care less

I don't really feel a connection
And your passion bores me to death
I'm just so unique and so special
I don't really need anyone but myself!

I remember what you wore in the first day
You came into my life
And I thought "hey, you know this could be something"
Cuz everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

¿Por qué? 

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?  

¿Por qué?

  

Ojalá supiera por qué...

"Porque nunca lo que yo quiero se hace realidad, nunca. Porque mi imaginación siempre
es más grandiosa y más potente y mucho más placentera que la realidad. Ojalá fuera
autista, ojalá viviese adentro de mi mente. Quisiera dormir para siempre."

"¿Cómo puede amar y odiar a una misma persona? Bueno, es fácil responder a
eso. Alejandro fue un estafador: y como todo ladrón, primero te vende el mejor hotel,
con el más paradisíaco paisaje en tu ventana. Lo amas. después llegas a la playa y
encontrás un estanque de agua mugrienta. Lo odias. Así son estas personas. Así era él.
Así sigue siendo. [...]

¿Cómo se puede amar y odiar a alguien al mismo tiempo? Así es mi amor:
atemporal. Por momentos olvido el presente cuando Alejandro es un tipo despreciable y
solo puedo recordar cómo era, cómo me trataba, cómo me quería. Mezclo
personalidades, momentos, tiempos y así mi amor se vuelve atemporal: sin poder
distinguir lo que fue y dejó de ser, de lo que nunca será. "

Cut it out of my mouth

Put my tongue on a pole

Take the air from my lungs

Take the heart from my soul

Seek me,
Call me,
I'll be waiting

This distance,
This dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release,
And the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort,
(Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

'Cause I'm down and YOU'RE KILLING ME.

When I'm alone 

no one hears me cry.

 

You turn me off by the push of a button,
Then you pretend that I don't mean nothing.
I'm not a saint, that's easy to tell,
But guess what, honey, you ain't no angel.

You like to scream these words as a weapon,
Well go ahead, take your best shot, woman.
I wanna leave you, it's easy to see,
But guess what, honey, it's not that easy.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
So rip my pictures from your wall.
Tear them down, burn them all.

Light the fire, walk away.
There's nothing left to say so
Take the ashes from the floor,
Bury them to just make sure

That nothing more is left of me.
Just bittersweet memories.
Memories... ahh... 

I wanna run and escape from your prison,
But when I leave I feel like something is missing.
I'm not afraid, that's easy to tell.
This can't be heaven,
It feels like I'm in hell.

You're like a drug that I can't stop taking.
I want more and I can't stop craving.
I still want you, it's easy to see,
But guess what, honey, you're not that good for me.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
So rip my pictures from your wall.
Tear them down, burn them all.

Light the fire, walk away.
There's nothing left to say so
Take the ashes from the floor,
Bury them to just make sure

That nothing more is left of me,
Just bittersweet memories.
Just bittersweet memories.

We get so complicated.
These fingers full of memories.
We get so complicated.

Going in circles and rubbing my eyes,
Holding my head deserving so low,
All our lives
at any minute I'd give my breath to you,
On our lives
nothing could make me want to,
to go back to you!

Go back into your heart of regression,
In the waves.
Go back, back into line,
back in the time flies by.

So often burning in your reigns,
finding no way to catch on.
In loving words I 'll walk right by you,
I'll miss you.
It's all because I wasted all the wishes on the valor.
I've been through everyway to lose you,
I'll come back to you.
Go back into your heart of regression,
In the waves.
Go back, back into line,
back in the time flies by.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly

Now I can't let go of this dream

I can't breathe but I feel

Mr. Muscle forcing bursting
Stingy thingy into little me, me, me
But just "ripple" said the cripple
As my jaw dropped to the ground
Smile smile

It's true I always wanted love to be
Hurtful
And it's true I always wanted love to be
Filled with pain
And bruises

Yes, so Cripple-Pig was happy
Screamed " I just compeletely love you!
And there's no rhyme or reason
I'm changing like the seasons
Watch! I'll even cut off my finger
It will grow back like a Starfish!
It will grow back like a Starfish! It will grow back like a Starfish!"

Mr. Muscle, gazing boredly
And he checking time did punch me
And I sighed and bleeded like a windfall
Happy bleedy, happy bruisy

I am very happy
So please hit me
I am very happy
So please hurt me

Siento que siempre es lo mismo
Siento que no hay tiempo para mi
Siento que lo arruino todo
Siento que no puedo ser feliz
Siento que la libertad es por lo único que juego
Siento que se me hace tarde
Siento que me falta el aire.

Voy a desnudar mi luz para liberarme
Si... El cielo va a brillar, alucinado estás
Sin alas, sin miedo, como si fuera el final

Si te vuelvo a encontrar
Te diría tantas cosas
Que no alcanza solo una canción
Sopla el viento una razón
Y llegaras a la respuesta...
Y voy a destapar
La sensación borracha de sentir tanto dolor
Un letargo de un sueño recién soñado.

"Yo creo que el amor, como el deseo, no se puede distinguir de la obsesión, son casi lo mismo. Conozco parejas de novios que juran estar muy bien, pero que cuando rompen siguen sus vidas. ¿Cómo? ¿No se amaban tanto? ¿Cómo pueden seguir viviendo si se amaban tanto? Entonces no se amaban. Decían que se amaban. Mentían. Exageraban porque se lleva, queda bien decir que uno ama a alguien, pero no amaban una mierda. Siguen sus vidas como si hubieran dejado una banda, o un grupo de estudio en la facultad, ¡no como si hubieran dejado al amor de sus vidas! Y esto me da una pauta: hay distintos grados de amor. Yo amo en el Grado Primero, en el más grave, aquel del que no se vuelve. Uno no puede enamorarse y romper y seguir con su vida. Por lo menos yo no puedo. Sí, puede que sea obsesiva, sí, puede que hasta me traten de enferma, pero lo otro no es verdadero amor. No me jodan."

It begins with a dark glowing ember...
Something black burning its way out of me
Searing the flesh
Pain is the only thing I feel, scars all I see...

Oh no the fire's burning my insides again!
What can I do to silence my desire tonight?
Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left,
You will catch me regretting my decision
I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear 

I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

That is how I choose to douse the flames in gasoline 

Broken dreams replace the blackout memories in my head
Wreckage from my past, it haunts me, shakes me to the bone
I know it's over but I can't go home tonight
But after this I feel as empty as the night before
Feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more
Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought
My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it
 

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear  

I can't just close my eyes

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

Calling, calling out
The darkest reaches of my soul are riddled with self-doubt
Crawling, crawling out
My will to fight will more than suffice when others would lay down

It's only as dark as you make it!

I know that it's killing me
And it's poisoning the best of me
What I say, I don't want to believe
So let me tell you more, tell you more
About the lies I lead

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I miss you and I need you so much BFF :(.

El peor error de mi vida fue conocerte, FORRO.

JAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJ, ahora sé que hay gente más estúpida y enferma que yo :D

Já, asco me das.

I dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,

Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself,
I'll put my head in a noose,

My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,

Dreamin' about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
I'm suicidal,
Suicidal dream.

There's nothing left to live for...

I wanna DIE

"Si hoy alguien se diera cuenta de que estoy todavía viva, si hoy alguien me preguntara cuál es mi sueño, respondería: mi sueño es pasar una hora de mi vida sin llorar, sin querer desaparecer. ¿Cómo puedo pensar en mi futuro si ni siquiera estoy segura de mi presente y aborrezco mi pasado? ¿Es tan loco lo que digo? ¿Cómo puedo pensar en lo que voy a hacer en un mes si ni siquiera sé si voy a estar viva? ¿Vos sabés lo que cuesta tener que despertarse cada día? ¿Sabés el esfuerzo que supone seguir respirando? ¿Llegas a entender el concepto de la muerte en vida? Mi amor es absoluto: o vos o nadie. Y basta."

"Otra vez yo, sola. Desconcertada... esperando encontrar no sé qué cosa. Casi ni queriendo encontrarla. Si me preguntan qué será de mi vida, contesto que todavía estoy en busca de lo que me gusta. Lo cierto es que ya sé que nada me gusta y que no tengo nada que hacer. Vivir porque sí, porque ni siquiera te molestas en matarte. Estoy decepcionada del género humano en general. Vivo por eso, porque ni siquiera tengo ganas de matarme, porque ni siquiera eso me atrae. Vivir esperando que algún día aparezca una pizca de interés o un rasguño de emoción o un incentivo por algo que no te incluya. Casi por inercia, esperar que los días sean todos iguales. Buscar cosas para hacer, no por placer si no para evitar el dolor que supone seguir respirando."