I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel 

Quise marcharme de tu vida, y nunca pude,

Quiero arrancarte de la mía, y ya no puedo.

Nopuedosoportarmás.

No entiendo cómo nadie viene y me pega un tiro, no merezco ni tener una relación con mis mascotas, soy la peor mierda del mundo.

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.

All the torment and the pain

Leaked through and covered me

I'd do anything to have her to myself

Just to have her for myself

Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad

She is everything to me

The unrequited dream

A song that no one sings

The unattainable, she's a myth that I have to believe in

All I need to make it real is one more reason

I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat, choke

Torn into pieces

I won't, no!

I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me

Sometimes it last in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Heartbreak is a headache,

Like a toothache or an earthquake.

Spontaneous combustion

Leaves a taste that so disgustin'

And it don't go away too fast

I'm a window made of broken glass

I've never needed anything,

Anything but you

And that's what wrong

That's what I get

For feeling this

Anyway...

Just let me know

All I'll miss

When I'm gone

Just throw it all away... you let me down

Like everybody says... you let me down

Write me off like yesterday... you let me down

Oh, I guess that your not good enough to be with me

Rumors are tumors

Of the sick and mainly useless

When you come to me with these things

It's the shit that I cant deal with.

Still I gave you all of me,

Faithfulness and honesty

Prayed for God to bring you near,

Along with all these tears.

And that's what wrong

That's what I get

For feeling this

Anyway...

Just let me know

All I'll miss

When I'm gone

I'd like to thank you

For lettin' me know I can feel this way

Feel this way

For lettin' me know I can feel

Que lindo es arreglar las cosas <3.

Maybe I'll be thin someday :/.

Mother do you think they'll drop the bomb?
Mother do you think they'll like this song?
Mother do you think they'll try to break my balls?

Oooh, ahh

Mother should I build the wall?

Mother should I run for President?

Mother should I trust the government?

Mother will they put me in the firing mine?

Oooh ahh, 

Is it just a waste of time?

Hush now baby, baby, don't you cry.

Mama's gonna make all your nightmares come true.

Mama's gonna put all her fears into you.

Mama's gonna keep you right here under her wing.

She won't let you fly, but she might let you sing.

Mama's gonna keep baby cozy and warm.

Ooooh baby, ooooh baby, oooooh baby,

Of course mama's gonna help build the wall.

Mother do you think she's good enough, for me?

Mother do you think she's dangerous, to me?

Mother will she tear your little boy apart?

Ooooh ah,

Mother will she break my heart?

Hush now baby, baby don't you cry.

Mama's gonna check out all your girlfriends for you.

Mama won't let anyone dirty get through.

Mama's gonna wait up until you get in.

Mama will always find out where you've been.

Mama's gonna keep baby healthy and clean.

Ooooh baby, oooh baby, oooh baby,

You'll allways be baby to me.

Mother, did it need to be so high?

I can't understand why after all I've done, all the sacrifice I did to be stable with my mind, all the changes I've made with myself, with the part that was wrong with me, just to be in peace with me and other people, I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE KEEP WANTING ME TO BE LIKE THAT. I mean, not directly but they make me suffer, treat me bad, and I don't do NOTHING to them. I think I don't deserve it, or do I?
I mean, if you love me like you say and you don't want to lose me, treat me right, I don't ask anything else. If I talk to you allways right, trying to be nice and patient, can't you do the same? All I want is the treat between us to be equal, all I want is this to work. 
I'm being as patient as I can, but everything has its limit. And it's not that I don't want to deal with all the things that you say or the way you react to things, I just CAN'T, is too much pressure for one person. And I don't want to lose you, really, is that why I don't just simply say: "Fuck you!", and finish with everything, is because I love you. But I can't let you hurt me because of whatever is happening in your mind, is just not fair. I would love to not feel nothing when you say, act or do whatever that affects me, and just don't care, but I can't.
Oh my gosh, I love you so much. I need you to put your mind in order and be good to me, that's all.

I've had it with distant double vision
My hand swollen, I can't keep holding on
My heart sinking and stuck in deadly rhythm
I can't fake it, I can't, can't keep brushing off

Love, love is dangerous
Love, love is so dangerous

I'm back at it, I just don't seem to listen
I see your lip,s I just can't hear the sound
It's all static just like my television
The skills sharpen her eyes caught through the clouds