"¿Cómo se puede amar y odiar a alguien al mismo tiempo? Así es mi amor: atemporal. Por momentos olvido el presente cuando Alejandro es un tipo despreciable y solo puedo recordar cómo era, cómo me trataba, cómo me quería. Mezclo personalidades, momentos, tiempos y así mi amor se vuelve atemporal: sin poder distinguir lo que fue y dejó de ser, de lo que nunca será."

Sit back bare your cross to me
Oh won't I listen
God damn have I burned my hands
On what's been missing
I feel... unreal everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Let me start again

You fucked me
Behind this garden
Don't fuck me

Long before I could even see
You're what was missing
Twisting deep inside of me
Forever missing the glistening
I feel... unreal
Everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Hold closed your hand

Can you see all the clear skin in front of me
Can you see can you see what you wanna see
Can you see there's a little spot of light in me
Can you see can you tell I'm fucked

Bleeding emotions
Bleed emotions

Sat back gave your soul to me
But did I listen
God damn did I burn my hands
On what was missing, the glistening
I feel.. unreal
Everytime I try and stop to feel
Pick me up my friend
Hold closed my hand

You fucked me
Behind this garden
You fucked me
Within this garden
Don't you fuck with me

Set me free why don't ya babe
Get out of my life why don't ya babe
'cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin'on

Set me free why don't ya babe

Get out of my life why don't ya babe

You don't really need me

But you keep me hangin'on

Why do you keep a comin' around
Playing with my heart
Why don't ya get out of my life
And let me make a brand new start
Let me get over you
The way you've gotten over me yeah

You say although we broke up

You still just wanna be friends

But how can we still be friends

When seeing you only breaks my heart again

Get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
'Cos you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin'on

You say you still care for me

But your heart and soul needs to be free

And now that you've got your freedom

You wanna still hold on to me

You don't want me for yourself

So let me find somebody else

Why don't ya be a man about it and set me free
Now you don't care a thing about me
You're just using me - Hey, abusing me
Get out, get out of my life
And let me sleep at night
'Cos you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin'on

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost, anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

When you kiss me, do you still taste her?
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?

With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin 

Does your body still scream my name?

Surrender, I give in

Another moment is another eternity.

Nunca puedo tener las cosas claras, no? NUNCA? La puta madre.

A heart that's full up like a landfill

A job that slowly kills you

Bruises that won't heal

You look so tired and unhappy

Bring down the government

They don't, they don't speak for us

I'll take a quiet life

A handshake of carbon monoxide

No alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises

Silent, silent

This is my final fit, my final bellyache with

No alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises

No alarms and no surprises please

Such a pretty house, such a pretty garden

No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)

No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)

No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)

I always dreamed of being practical... logical. You wanted me married, you wanted me quiet, you wanted me buried so you got a riot. Go to hell or let me to go to hell alone, why we have to go together? This world is made for those who don't feel at all. Go to hell I would be another girl if I could but clearly I can't help myself. This is a cheap universe, this world is made for those who don't feel at all. You wanted my taxes, you wanted my sins, you wanted my prayers so you got me cleaned. Go to hell or let me go to hell alone, why we have to go together? This world is made for those who don't feel at all.

That there, that's not me, I go where I please, I walk through walls, I float down the Liffey. I'm not here, this isn't happening, I'm not here, I'm not here. In a little while, I'll be gone, the moment's already passed, yeah it's gone and I'm not here, this isn't happening, I'm not here, I'm not here. Strobe lights and blown speakers, fireworks and hurricanes, I'm not here, this isn't happening, I'm not here, I'm not here.

I almost died but it felt great

Fucking perfection wasn't worth the wait

I may be easy, easy to hate

But you're so fucking easy, easy to break

One must live while one must die.

Ni yo misma me entiendo...

COME GET FUCKED UP! Give me my alcohol.

LET'S GET FUCKED UP! A-l-c-o-h-o-l.

So you wanna play games with my head?

But you make me fall apart, I wish that I was dead 

I just can't believe I fell for such a blackened heart

You played me for a fool and used me from the start

Well, I just want to know the truth, 

but the words from your heart they just cloud,

All the negativity forces me down into silence

But still I can pray, 

I wanna know, I wanna know

If I tear you open wide, take a look inside

Are you pretty?

Can I get inside your mind, see what I can find?

Are you pretty?

So just take off that disguise, everyone knows that you’re only

Pretty on the outside

Now I fuckin' hate you with all of my heart 

So just disappear and never will I fear for my life 

I just want to be alone, 

And never, no never, will I be unhappy and low, 

I wanna know, I wanna know

If I tear you open wide, take a look inside

Are you pretty?

Can I get inside your mind, see what I can find?

Are you pretty?

So just take off that disguise, everyone knows that you’re only

Pretty on the outside

You’re so pretty on the outside...

LA RE CAJETA SIDOSA DE TU HERMANA Y LA PUTA MADRE QUE TE RE MIL PARIÓ.

CHANGOS! Me han cagao.

¿En qué mierda estaba pensando? ¿ALGUIEN ME PUEDE DECIR EN QUÉ ESTABA PENSANDO CUANDO ME CAMBIÉ DE COLEGIO? ¿Cómo alguien puede querer hacer semejante estupidez? la verdad que no me entiendo. No sé qué voy a hacer si no puedo volver, creo que mi futuro quedaría destrozado, estaría destinada a vivir toda mi vida trabajando en Mc Donalds o algo así. Necesito volver, necesito volver a sentirme inteligente, que me exijan como unos hijos de puta, necesito ESTUDIAR. Si, lo sé, estoy mal de la cabeza, quiero ESTUDIAR, quiero romperme el orto para poder sacarme buenas notas, no solo sentarme a no hacer nada en un colegio mediocre y sacarme dieces sin necesidad de ponerme siquiera a leer dos veces lo que me van a tomar. Me cansé, me aburre lo fácil, me aburre demasiado. Ni sé para qué me cambié, supongo que para tener un descanso de tanta presión, pero no me costaba nada esperar DOS PUTOS MESES, aparte tampoco me iba tan mal, me quedaba un trimestre completo para levantar las materias que tenía bajas, y tampoco era que necesitaba nueves o notas imposibles de sacar, en la mayoría necesitaba sietes, POR DIOS, soy una estúpida, tendría que pensar un poco mejor las cosas.
Juro que si no puedo volver en poco tiempo mi cerebro va a morir por inercia y exceso de ocio, no estoy jodiendo.
Además, por raro, retorcido, enfermo que parezca, extraño despertarme a las 6 de la mañana, ir al colegio con dos horas de sueño y con solo haber tomado un café, tener que esperar media hora el puto 92, tener media hora de viaje, llegar, tener Ferni y que me de muchos exámenes los cuales obviamente iba a reprobar, tener latín, alemán y la re concha de tu madre. Extraño el colegio en sí, además de, obviamente, la gente y mis amigos ♥
TE EXTRAAAAAAÑOOOOO COLEGIO DE MIERDA :(.




Chau, necesitaba escribir esto.

"Es sabido que cuando uno siente que las cosas no pueden ser mejor o que por lo menos está viviendo un estúpido y frágil equilibrio vital, las mismas tienden a desmoronarse casi instantáneamente. Es así, una regla vital, una estúpida consecuencia de la conciencia."

"Y lo más triste es que no estoy tomando esa actitud represiva de "no quiero querer a esta persona". Es más simple: los sentimientos no surgen. No hay nada adentro mío. Solamente un par de fantasmas, algunas marcas indelebles y la convicción de que este mundo no está hecho para personas como yo."

I am very happy 

                       so please HIT ME

                          I am very happy

so please HURT ME

See all those people on the ground, wasting time... I try to hold it all inside just for tonight. On top of the world I'm sitting here wishing the things I've become but something is missing, maybe I... what do I know. And now it seems that I have found nothing at all, I wanna hear your voice out loud, slow it down, slow it down. Without it all, I'm choking on nothing, it's clear in my head that I'm screaming for something. Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all.

On my own...

In your house I long to be, room by room patiently, I'll wait for you there like a stone, I'll wait for you there alone.